New Hope: A Sam YI Tale

Chapter Two : New Beginnings

I just met the most beautiful girl, She has the most prettiest brown eyes i have ever seen   her lips form into a frown i wonder why? her hair is a golden blond long and beautiful like her. we talk for a moment just small talk she gave me her name it is Kansas Ling i love how her name rolls off my tongue her for voice is as sweet as honey my heart feels like it is about to burst out of my chest i have never felt like this before i want to touch her face kiss her lips tangle my hands in her long hair and just caress it i want to be hers if she’ll have me damn i’m so nervous i don’t know what do or what to say my mind is going a mile a minute all the while my heart is beating so fast in my chest it’s a strange and exciting feeling i don’t mind it though it makes me feel so warm inside.

She laughed and asked me what my name was, i must have been starring at her  for too long my name is Sam YI i said as i cleared my throat i wonder how she would feel if i kissed her Sam you are going to fast slow down there you don’t want to scare her off do you? you’ll  never get a chance to get to know her if you do that i said to myself i’m way off my game here there are times like these  i wish i had a guy friend to help me out with this sort of thing i’m probably better off on doing this on my own it can’t be too hard to ask a girl no a young woman out on a date? i can do this when the right time comes i will ask her out it’s not time yet but i know she is the one we hit it off so well she has to be the one if not i don’t know what i will do.

But then we touch hands, and my heart just swells if only this touch could last forever yes she touched my hands she likes me i knew Kansas is my soulmate i just know it i can feel it i know it’s strange we just met but i feel this pull towards her the voice in my head is begging me not to screw this up but my heart is telling me to give love a chance i have been alone for far too long i need to let someone in i just hope i don’t screw this up

Kansas smile’s at me, if it wasn’t for her holding my hands i’m sure i would have did something stupid and ruin the perfect moment her smile is bright as the sun and she loves the outdoors just like me we are made for each other it was getting late and had to go but i didn’t want to go i didn’t want this night to end but i know it has to i do a risky move and gave her a kiss she didn’t slap me or anything so i guess she liked it because she kissed me back we said our goodbyes and i was out the door and go back to the lonely place i call home it’s not a home not really it’s just an empty shell with walls and a roof and rooms without someone else to fill it’s presence it is nothing but a thing to keep me warm and dry from a rainy day or a cold breeze soon my sunbeam soon we will be together i can only hope.

New Hope: A Sam YI Tale

Chapter 1:
The Great Outdoors

I smelled the air, it smells of flowers and the desert air is warm against my ever pale skin i hope i don't get a sunburn maybe i'll grow a garden the desert sun sure would help grow one but i guess that can wait i haven't looked around Oasis Springs yet i have only lived here for three weeks maybe it was four i can't tell the days always seem to run together

But first i better get a job my inheritance doesn't last forever mom and dad didn't raise me to be lazy each day i forget more and more about my parents i don't remember much about them i was young when they died i remember dad used to take me to the park and i would play and play for hours i never wanted to live how i miss that time with my dad i can never get the moments back but the memories are always there i guess i sure could use one of my moms grilled cheeses right about now they always tasted good


I took a deep breath and exhaled i did that a few more times being outside calms me the trees sway in the breeze and listening to the birds chirp is music to my ears but what i love the most about the outdoors is that sometimes you can see the stars in the night sky but only if it's not cloudy out being outside is my happy place when things got bad i would always come outside and just listen to the sounds of nature it's peaceful and i can be one with it


My life doesn't seem bad on the outside but inside i feel like i'm suffocating maybe it's because i am in a new place and have no friends maybe i am a little lonely i could use a friend that would help keep me from feeling so lonely but i know what i want more than anything in this world is someone to love me and to have a family i will know when it is time and i will be ready until then i will wait patiently and keep myself busy.