Chapter Two : New Beginnings
I just met the most beautiful girl, She has the most prettiest brown eyes i have ever seen her lips form into a frown i wonder why? her hair is a golden blond long and beautiful like her. we talk for a moment just small talk she gave me her name it is Kansas Ling i love how her name rolls off my tongue her for voice is as sweet as honey my heart feels like it is about to burst out of my chest i have never felt like this before i want to touch her face kiss her lips tangle my hands in her long hair and just caress it i want to be hers if she’ll have me damn i’m so nervous i don’t know what do or what to say my mind is going a mile a minute all the while my heart is beating so fast in my chest it’s a strange and exciting feeling i don’t mind it though it makes me feel so warm inside.
She laughed and asked me what my name was, i must have been starring at her for too long my name is Sam YI i said as i cleared my throat i wonder how she would feel if i kissed her Sam you are going to fast slow down there you don’t want to scare her off do you? you’ll never get a chance to get to know her if you do that i said to myself i’m way off my game here there are times like these i wish i had a guy friend to help me out with this sort of thing i’m probably better off on doing this on my own it can’t be too hard to ask a girl no a young woman out on a date? i can do this when the right time comes i will ask her out it’s not time yet but i know she is the one we hit it off so well she has to be the one if not i don’t know what i will do.
But then we touch hands, and my heart just swells if only this touch could last forever yes she touched my hands she likes me i knew Kansas is my soulmate i just know it i can feel it i know it’s strange we just met but i feel this pull towards her the voice in my head is begging me not to screw this up but my heart is telling me to give love a chance i have been alone for far too long i need to let someone in i just hope i don’t screw this up
Kansas smile’s at me, if it wasn’t for her holding my hands i’m sure i would have did something stupid and ruin the perfect moment her smile is bright as the sun and she loves the outdoors just like me we are made for each other it was getting late and had to go but i didn’t want to go i didn’t want this night to end but i know it has to i do a risky move and gave her a kiss she didn’t slap me or anything so i guess she liked it because she kissed me back we said our goodbyes and i was out the door and go back to the lonely place i call home it’s not a home not really it’s just an empty shell with walls and a roof and rooms without someone else to fill it’s presence it is nothing but a thing to keep me warm and dry from a rainy day or a cold breeze soon my sunbeam soon we will be together i can only hope.
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