The Great Outdoors
I smelled the air, it smells of flowers and the desert air is warm against my ever pale skin i hope i don't get a sunburn maybe i'll grow a garden the desert sun sure would help grow one but i guess that can wait i haven't looked around Oasis Springs yet i have only lived here for three weeks maybe it was four i can't tell the days always seem to run together
But first i better get a job my inheritance doesn't last forever mom and dad didn't raise me to be lazy each day i forget more and more about my parents i don't remember much about them i was young when they died i remember dad used to take me to the park and i would play and play for hours i never wanted to live how i miss that time with my dad i can never get the moments back but the memories are always there i guess i sure could use one of my moms grilled cheeses right about now they always tasted good
I took a deep breath and exhaled i did that a few more times being outside calms me the trees sway in the breeze and listening to the birds chirp is music to my ears but what i love the most about the outdoors is that sometimes you can see the stars in the night sky but only if it's not cloudy out being outside is my happy place when things got bad i would always come outside and just listen to the sounds of nature it's peaceful and i can be one with it
My life doesn't seem bad on the outside but inside i feel like i'm suffocating maybe it's because i am in a new place and have no friends maybe i am a little lonely i could use a friend that would help keep me from feeling so lonely but i know what i want more than anything in this world is someone to love me and to have a family i will know when it is time and i will be ready until then i will wait patiently and keep myself busy.
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